Ngai and “Ugly” Feelings
Ngai has an interesting perspective upon the analysis of humans and their feelings, particularly “ugly” feelings. Mentioning feelings in the grand tradition within literature, she prattles about how it’s prone to last forever and how they’re interchangeably embedded within us. Ngai expresses how we are grounded to it, and no matter the strength of that infatuation we feel more human and more fulfilled no matter the feeling, whether it be anger, envy, or essentially wrath which can’t sustain itself indefinitely. One might feel but also want to disembark from it. When you feel envy of someone you might feel jealous, and when jealousy arises one might hate that cycle of oppressed feelings. It builds up to irony, and being stuck in between two positions. Towards the end of her argument on “ugly” feelings she states an interesting theory on the relationship of irony and “ugly” feelings. We use irony when we want to express a critical distance, more so like pushing ourselves away from something. We have a rhetorical mode that we adopt to distance ourselves from something. Perhaps it could be a form of manipulation in one way, but it’s a hinging strategy to deny something in an evasive way. Ngai puts pressure on how these “ugly” feelings are the irony they swim in. One can’t help but to experience this mode of feelings. These “ugly” feelings tend to be phobic, and quite scary to experience internally. Taking a look at paranoia, it can be seen as an example of it locating and controlling everything within someone.
Additionally within her study, she forms an interesting analysis towards the “aesthetic emotion” one can feel. She gives examples pertaining to how it’s quite “amoral” and “non cathartic” in a sense of interfering with what is originally meant to be displayed. It’s a changed occurrence that interchangeably changes the meaning of that specified feeling. When one feels a sense of anger, it could start to perhaps mean, a feeling of anxiety. With a positive connotation of “aesthetic” it’s more so meant to examine the work of “ugly” feelings/emotions. In particular, she highlights Aristotle, where he engages in tragedy within poems. Aristotle argues that as the audience, we should feel apathetic towards Oedipus as he killed his father and began a relationship with his mother. To feel this way, according to Ngai, is horrible. We shouldn’t feel sympathetic towards a concoction such as that.


